I feel lazy and crazy and dizzy. I am totally
disconnected from reality. Well that is good for me as reality is stuck
some where I don’t even know. I don’t care or I just can’t care. As we
little souls care about me I don’t need to worry about explaining to
them what my life is like. This is a stale period. From my experience
with my life the stale scenario will end with me going down, down and
down. But I will get up and get back at least a step ahead of where I
am right now. To put it in another way I hate status-quo I always look
forward to change. I don’t even dream about the same lady everyday
these days. Mmm I don’t even dream about any lady at all. Love can
freeze one or throw one into a frozen plateau. Or Love can throw you up
into a never ending flight.
Enough sarcasm for today. There are a
lot of good things happening to a lot of people like me I am happy for
them. From my pervious post I heard some people saying that don’t pray
to God. Well that’s all I do regularly. I am a believer but don’t
misunderstand me as if I am forcing this on anyone. I just said what I
believe. If you don’t I still consider you as my friend. That’s the way
I lived all my life with friends from every belief, cast, color, class
and culture.
First Words.
When around me I looked,
What I found was darkness.
When in the bright light I looked,
What I saw was emptiness.
When into my own heart I look,,
What I see, hear and find is,
The slow merger of senses,
And into the darkness and emptiness,
Filled in the love of mine to you,
Everything I found meaningless,
Became precious with life,
As everything is filled with you,
Somewhere in you remains the glory of my passions,
And to that passions I say,
Live another day for my love to murmur,
A word or two about her love for me.
And to the lost days I say,
The meanings of you all will be found,
In those first words of her love for me.
©RIAZAHAMMED.COM. This poem was released in LonelyPoet.Com in the fall of 1999.
There is a featured content list that you can access from the main page. By the way, I wasn’t trying to get on there … I just end up there a lot. It’s based on eprops/comments.
Wow, you sound depressed. Hope you feel better soon. And your words…wonderous, as always.
Come visit me. My site doesn’t bite!
i’m great why?
My dear handsome Riaz~ I am praying for you tonight. Hope your week is a great. Take care my dear friend. Hugs, Kimmie
We can keep on moving & dwelling in new locations but until we find a way to leave our broken hearts and unchained memories behind as well they will stay alive and continue to haunt us. Very nicely written. I just reminds me of certain old wounds that I must face because I too have them with me still.
well no thank you for you honesty thats what makes me right………..yeah these poems that i had are very old and i was thinkin to see what others thought of them adn stuff like that so if i need to fix them and stuff but thanks for the advice though
Hello, this is IndustrialROCKER but now with a new sn. I sunbsrcibed
Life is nothing more than a cycle of sorts – baring the soul and the sadness within. But if one does not, it tends to build and then POP! and that’s not always good thing !!!! Nicely written, expressed and thanks for sharing.
~*NW*~
oh yeah i’m fine…i’ll be doin some more painting today too…so that should be fun.
prolly have more painting cramps but its okay, its the price i have to pay 🙂
I told two people in the last month that the fountain of youth resides in the individual. Therefore, no one is ever too old for reshaping. People may grow physically old but youth is not just a number or a tight body, youth is a spirit. And that spirit is always alive for those who reach out to it. An older friend of mine told me once “If you can still skip then you’re not old”, so skip away, I’m sure you could do it.
Love can be a battle, yes indeed, but if it is lost there will always come another time. Love isn’t something that passes by few times and resides as far away as possible without any contact. Sure it will fly its way back to you. Thank you for the comment.
You seem like a very interesting person. I lived in a place called Auroville, in Tamil Nadu. http://www.auroville.org.
Lovely…
My Dear Handsome Riaz~ I wish you better days. If it is change you look for, you will have it soon enough. I hope someday you meet the love of your life. I think we are all better in life when we are in love. Love has the power to heal, the power to lift you up, the power to make even the darkest of days seem bright and sunny. I’m sitting here typing and wishing you could meet the lady of your dreams. She’s out there somewhere….maybe you’ll meet her at your next stop. I’m keeping my fingers crossed for you. I’m wishing you all the best my handsome friend. Hugs to you, Kimmie*
Oh man. I just now saw your comment asking about my sister. Sister and baby boy are doing well, for him being a premie. There was a scare where he stopped breathing while breast-feeding, but my sis knows baby rescue breath and all is well. Thank you for your prayers!
I hope you get to feeling better. I totally know where you are at and I feel for you. Just- look up instead of down. (:
Thank you for your comments. You agian carefully balance your emotions in this poem.
Hey lighten up bud. Everything is going to be fine. If you need a song to listen to look up Daniel Powter- Bad Day. It always makes me feel so much better. It’s good that your getting your feelings out by using this site as your median. There are many unhealthy ways, some of which I’ve tried, but this way is the best.
Thank you for your well wishes on my trip, and yes I enjoyed it very much. You will love Eruope, but be warned…Like all things, it’s pretty darn expensive. Their money is Euros and they are even more expensive than dollar bills. Not to worry though, the trip is worth it. However, don’t be duped by the citizens (vendors especially.) Plus look out for pick pockets. One tried to get my Dad’s wallet when on the subway! Well, hope to hear from you soon!
thanks for the happy bday…. IM !^!!!! wahoo…anyways another great poem…ive written new ones so yeah anyways g2g talk to ya later
about the WOT i understand what you mean. and i Think i agree.i say i Think because it isnt fair for me to critique current war strategies if i have not studied adequately. once i decide on what i believe in contrast to whatis being done ill get back to you.
no matter the current strategies the loss of lives makes me quite sick to my stomach.
tell me about your life- you are so general it is hard to get to know you. i want to know what you do and what you eat and who you love! this sounds like an insane comment, and it probably is, but considering i find you and your writing very interesting, im only intigued into making a new friend.
yours- faE
life is a circle spiraling ever outward even though we see similar places through it.We are never in exactly the same place. Happiness comes and goes and comes again. Being complete in oneself at least brings some small bit of hope. Still I myself have often been told that I am the kind of person in whom hope springs eternal, I am glad for that and I wish the same blessing on you.
Chris